am i fated to be ill or what?

urghh sucks la… pain here pain there.

now my colon there like efffing pain. like burst of pain at intervals.

back problem, now this, then what? wa lao eh. give me a break la.

I have enough of suffering.

If I was in the vast plains of african savannah as a gazelle. an ill gazelle. I’ll be the first one to be preyed by carnivores.

natural selection doesn’t happen like that during these days. In exchange, suffer more. freak.

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what I think may not be what they think. and what they think may not be what i think.

we live in a world of different perceptions.

when we speak, we hear and we will try our best to fine tune to each other. whether it is 440 or 442 or whatever. I am doing what i can offer. but i’m not sure the other subject is.

similar to it takes 2 hands to clap, here, it takes both effort to turn it 360 degrees. or 180 degrees or even by 1 degree also can. because there’s change. from there, probability will increase and perhaps the path to a comfortable direction will be clearer.

now im torn inbetween laptop, tooth crowning and online shopping.

thanks ah monday fall down from the sky. HAHAHA! =p

it will when someone finds i forgot where shop.