Sigh of relief

This week has been hectic with Understanding Tests being every school day.

Monday: Applied chemistry
Tuesday: Microbiology
Thursday: Biochemistry
Friday: Recombinant DNA

None of them I’m confident of getting grade A. Not even a grade B to begin with unless the moderation is so low, just maybe, maybe I can get a B.

Not like as if I’m so stress about UT? I am but that’s not the problem, it’s just that I’m pressed on with predominantly band practices that consume a hell lot of energy and left me so feeble the next day. and when my energy is all zapped, my mood will be drastically affected.

Let’s take today for example during lab.

Ziwei: Aizat, what’s wrong?
Me: nothing is wrong?
Ziwei: you look so down
Me: no la, this is normal.
Ziwei: you sure?
Me: yes
Ziwei: what time did you sleep last night?
Me: quite late?

….

Randy: Why you look so tired?
Me: reached home late yesterday
Randy: What time?
Me: just before midnight

Was I really not myself? I don’t even know what’s my average expression. Happy or sad, it’ll be all the same to me. Like as if I got a mirror to know how my expression is every time? Oh my, it’ll make me look vain. Aiyah! anything whatever goes!

Today was rather laid back after lab. The class did discussions instead of presentation. Thank god because my team left with 2 person plus, I don’t have the mood. Like any other UT’s, it suck! Prior, stayed back after school to watch Gamelan’s performance at TRCC. The instruments were gold-like material that the-somehow-cheap materials look so expensive in appearance. I recorded a few minutes of the performance. Here it is

I lost count of how many songs they played. Despite some bad clash of tunes here and there, the music made me so stoned. Not bored stoned, but stoned stoned. How do I put it? Hmmm… something that grabs your attention? Something like that. Still don’t understand? just forget it. I don’t even know what I’m yabbling about. Doesn’t make much sense.

Sigh…

at last! weekends!

1) practice Canon in D and other saxophone ensemble repertoires
2) clean, clean, clean
3) rest more
4) Jogging!
5) do applied chemistry lab protocol

That’s about the list of stuff that I need to do. Hopefully, I can recuperate from my so called down-looking-face to a smiling-looking-face?